I tried something new the other night. I was having an anxiety attack. it has been a while since I have had to go through that and I can tell you, it is not something I am able to handle well. I was laying in bed unable to sleep and struggling with my brain and the emotions I was feeling. I asked my angel if it would please come hold my hand. I began to feel a tingling sensation in my hand. It was almost like small electrical pops. My heart rate slowed, my shoulders relaxed, and my whole body became calm and at peace. I asked the angel if it wouldnt mind holding my hand until I fell asleep. It wasn't much longer and I began to drift. As always, keep asking!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Father's Day Surprise
Hello Everyone! It has been quite a while since I posted. A lot has gone on in these past few months. That is probably for another time...
June 15th was my little brother's birthday and he would have been 16 this year if he hadn't had his accident. For father's day, I went to my stepdad's house. We talked about a lot of things, but the topic came to Chase. As he was talking, I noticed extreme physical symptoms. Each time it seems there are more and more things for me to experience and learn. I felt my brother wanting to give our dad a hug. My heart was racing as it would if I were really excited about something. My chest felt like it was being pounded on as if from the inside out (it was not painful; more like pressure) I began to start feeling impatient (body fidgeting, stomach tightening, etc.) and I felt Chase wanting to hug our dad through me. I didn't want to seem random since we were both sitting on opposite sides of the room and he was talking. I ended up interrupting him when my face started "pounding" with pressure as if it were going to come off of my head.
It is very difficult to explain these symptoms because they sound painful. The best explanation I can come up with will leave at least 50% of the population in the dark (sorry in advance!) I felt similar pressure when I had a spinal tap while delivering my son. It is not painful, just extreme pressure. Anyway...
It felt as if Chase was getting impatient with me and trying to "get up" from the couch himself to hug our dad. That was when I interrupted him and told him what I was feeling and that Chase wanted to give him a hug. Once I hugged him the pressure subsided. As the afternoon and conversations progressed Chase stayed with us, completely engrossed in our dad's words. Every time he thought something our dad said was funny, he would laugh and there would be a "blast" of pressure at my head (similar to the pressure you feel when standing near a giant speaker with a lot of bass).
I hope you all had a wonderful father's day and if you have any personal experiences you'd like to share, please email me at ParanormalTrigger@gmail.com
Happy Summer 1st!!!
June 15th was my little brother's birthday and he would have been 16 this year if he hadn't had his accident. For father's day, I went to my stepdad's house. We talked about a lot of things, but the topic came to Chase. As he was talking, I noticed extreme physical symptoms. Each time it seems there are more and more things for me to experience and learn. I felt my brother wanting to give our dad a hug. My heart was racing as it would if I were really excited about something. My chest felt like it was being pounded on as if from the inside out (it was not painful; more like pressure) I began to start feeling impatient (body fidgeting, stomach tightening, etc.) and I felt Chase wanting to hug our dad through me. I didn't want to seem random since we were both sitting on opposite sides of the room and he was talking. I ended up interrupting him when my face started "pounding" with pressure as if it were going to come off of my head.
It is very difficult to explain these symptoms because they sound painful. The best explanation I can come up with will leave at least 50% of the population in the dark (sorry in advance!) I felt similar pressure when I had a spinal tap while delivering my son. It is not painful, just extreme pressure. Anyway...
It felt as if Chase was getting impatient with me and trying to "get up" from the couch himself to hug our dad. That was when I interrupted him and told him what I was feeling and that Chase wanted to give him a hug. Once I hugged him the pressure subsided. As the afternoon and conversations progressed Chase stayed with us, completely engrossed in our dad's words. Every time he thought something our dad said was funny, he would laugh and there would be a "blast" of pressure at my head (similar to the pressure you feel when standing near a giant speaker with a lot of bass).
I hope you all had a wonderful father's day and if you have any personal experiences you'd like to share, please email me at ParanormalTrigger@gmail.com
Happy Summer 1st!!!
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